"Are you all right?"
"No sir."
"Do you need help?
"I think I will be alright after I just lay here for a min."
I try to move my arm....nothing...I reach to find it...nothing there...(*thought) *its gone, its up the mountain someplace*
"Rachel, breath...breath down deep...like we do in choir."
People all around me... excruciating pain...can't focus...can't breath
"Isaac, pray for me, pray for me!"
"I am praying"
Prays out loud...
People all around asking questions...
"What's your name?"
"Rachel"
"My name is Caleb"
Others tell me there name but I can't remember...Oxygen mask covers my face
"Where are you, Rachel"
"Copper Mountain"
"Why are you here?
"Skiing"
"What day is it?"
"Saturday, January 29th"
"What hurts"
"My arm"
"Is it a sharp pain, pinching, pocking, pressure?"
"I don't know, it just HURTS!"
Pressure on my fingers
"Can you feel this?"
"Yes"
"Where does it hurt?"
"My elbow"
"Between 1-10 what is your pain level right now?"
"I DON'T KNOW IT JUST HURTS!!"
"A 1 is the least pain you have ever had, 10 the most you have ever had"
"OK, A 10 THEN!!"
Arm starts to tingle....whole body starts to tingle..
"Can you feel this?"
"NO, I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING"
Something up my nostril, the other one pushed shut
"Breath deeply, Rachel"
Breath...cough...(other nostril) breath....cough...
"Can you feel this?"
*I think I can feel it*
"If that is my fingers you are pressing I can feel it."
"Between 1-10 where is your pain level?"
*They just asked me that*
"TEN"
"We are going to try and move your arm"
Pain like I have never felt before...I think I screamed
"We are going to take you down the mountain now, Rachel"
"OK"
"How is your pain now between 1-10, any better?"
*I think I am going to get tired of this question really quick*
"A little...maybe a 9"
"Alright, Rachel we are going to lift you onto the sled"
Grit teeth trying not to cry out as they (who knows how many) lift me onto a sled and cover me with tarp like blanket
"Alright, Rachel, we will be right with you as we take to down, let me know if the pain gets worse"
Sled starts to move...faster...
"Dear Lord, I know you allowed this to happen for a purpose...I thank you for it, whatever it is...even though it really hurts right now! Help me! Help me to be a witness for you! Thank you for taking care of me! Thank you that Your GRACE is sufficient!"
"How are you doing now, Rachel?"
"I think I'll be OK"
"And he said unto me,
My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." - 2 Corinthians 12:9
This verse has been my favorite this past month as I recover from surgery on my right arm. (The above is what I remember from on the mountain that day.) The Lord's grace has been sufficient and He has taught and is teaching me so much through it! It is a blessing to know that God's ways are perfect and trials come that we may grow in Him. Most gladly therefore will I face whatever He places in my life, upheld by His strength!